new year, new phone?

I know I’m greedy. Having gotten my SE K810i last year, now i crave for yet another new phone. Can’t help it though, my old samsung flip phone spoilt on me last week. Dang! Yea I know i exhausted the phone to the max, but why does it have to spoil at a freaky manner? Freaky here means the battery literally went “bloated” up and boink out of its casing. I didn’t dare to charge the battery anymore.. who knows it will explode! O.O

Hehe. Was kidding la. Anyways. Was talking to a friend back then, he recommended smartphones to me. Which made me seriously thought about it, now that my phone is spoilt. So i did a little research on it… i like HTC’s Touch Pro and Touch 3G. Prefer the former much, much better cuz it has the qwerty keypad. Plus it looks totally cool with the slide up keypad. And then I read on Frank’s blog… talking abt the new SE Xperia.. it looks something like the HTC’s Touch Pro.. (slide up keypad function) and what made me like it better is because its SE! I totally love SE phones btw.

However the down part of these smartphones is that they cost soOooOoo expensive! RM 3K for each, except for Touch 3G, at RM 2K. Which means, 1 month’s salary gone. Plus it cost as much as getting a laptop… I don’t know.. still very much considering it as much of my savings went to NZ trip..

But I really want to get it. Badly. Seriously.

You know you love me,
XOXO

i heart twilight!

or rather Rob Pattinson..! I know, i know…I’ve been bitten and smitten wholly by the irresistable vampire, Edward Cullen… (who could resist his smug and shy smile, not to mention his __) *melts*

Though i found the girl, Kirsten Stewart rather pretty (alike Emma Watson in some ways), she can’t really act! Be it happy, sad, terrifying, her face emotions remain the same, scared and sullen look. Well. At least she’s not PMSing like Hermione Granger in the movie. Hehe.

And when I got back from Kuantan, I went to find the OST…. and my fav song from the movie is this.. (lyric as follows:-)

Iron & Wine
Flightless Bird, American Mouth

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

This song has been in my playlist from yesterday till now… Its super jiwang, I know.. but i’m kinda still in the “Twilight” mode… so I’ll listen to this particular song till I muak.. den it’ll be off my list. Hehe.

*updated* You can listen to the song in this link

I heart Rob Pattinson!

You know you love me,
XOXO

back to work.

Back to work. Bo mood. Whatever. Sigh. After a long break (plus the extended “trip” to PD and KK), do you honestly think one will have the mood to work?

Don’t really wanna fret about my mood here (obviously not being good). On a side note, I’m kinda down with some flu and cough. Not sure how I got it but it’s affecting my sleep. Every once in awhile I’ll wake up to an abrupt cough and then try to fall asleep again. Had actually wanted to try taking cough mixture but then again after checking the time, it was 4am so I do have to wake up for work.

This weekend will be a very loong weekend. Me staying back here very much depending on the plans the guys will organise. Perhaps picnic in Cherating or movies/bowling in Kuantan sth liddat. (I wanna watch Twillight!) I’m kinda tired of traveling far. But if no plans looms ahead, perhaps home is not that bad. Heheh.

Helen suddenly announced she mite be visiting Msia! That’s reli cool! Me and sis did some last minute plannings for her.. Was thinking if they are coming bek early, they can join me in KK for a 2 nights trip, but too bad they’re coming late. But they’ll be coming to Kerteh for a weekend yeay! (No, its not a punishment!) Plus with Singapore plans for Xmas, the following weekends will be quite interesting!

Gtg. Have to get my daily dose of caffeine or I’ll look like a dead cat. Or be like a dead cat.

You know you love me,
XOXO

NZ… here I come (again)!

An email sent by sis:-

things to bring:
1. 1 packet of nescafe coffee 3 in 1, strong.. i don’t like aik cheong now. d taste too thick dee.. 6 packets of red Nescafe. (HUH. Leceh ah )
2. ur undies and socks..
3. 1 good pair of sport shoes
4. 1 pair of jeans
5. ur camera when u go home this weekend (haha.. im assuming u r going bek) and battery charger.
6. ur phone charger, (if u gonna do roaming lar.. if not, then no need.. )
7. toiletries, like cleanser, cream, shower cream, shampoo, cond, lotion (if u want can buy here), i got sunblock, so no need bring.
8. sunglass

things NOT to bring
1. slippers, i think no need gua.. cos we gonna stay in rooms got shower liao.. unless u still feel like bringing lar
2. towels. i got 2.
3. baju no need..
4. no need to bring extra small bag for hand luggage when u go bek.. i got 2 small bag for hand luggage, so u’ll take mine.

…

Well at least now i know i’ll be travelling light

You know you love me,
XOXO

Happy 23rd Birthday~

Aih. Old liao. Yes, I’ve turned 23 on last Monday.

“I see white hair, I see wrinkles!”

Haha.. whatever Well. Just had dinner with FY and UA on 19th.. din reli do much after checking in Equatorial. Received manyyy smses and messages on FB and Fster~! Felt really touched by the amount of people who wished me!

And u know what’s even suprising?? Even the HOTEL knows its my bday! They sent me a choc cheese cake up to my room with candles and matches! Well the ONLY sucky part is that…. they thought I was a GUY! When I checked in, the process took sooooo long.. and I questioned them.. guess wht, they told me they thought I was a guy, so they’ve assigned me to a GUY roomie.. hehe.. wouldn’t hurt if the guy’s hot but oh well, what are my chances of getting a cute hot roomie rite….. So I got a new room all to myself! Hehe.. I guess that’s why they wrote “Mr Lim, Happy Birthday” on my cake. But still, it’s lovely~

Looks yummy isn’t it? I shared it with my training friends.. it was a small group of 15 people.. and in the 5 days, we’ve became close friends… We enjoyed the food tremendously, taking our sweet time eating, sometimes forgetting that we have classes to attend! Haha.. WELL, one of us sed, “We’re like anak orang kaya, coming here to enjoy ourselves with food, gym and sauna on a paid trip!” Hehe.

Ok lahh gonna sleep soon~ Wanna go gym tmr morning! Last day dyy~

You know you love me,
XOXO

am i losing sleep?

Its 2.30am and i’m wide awake. I woke up sweating, and wondered did i have a bad dream in my sleep just now.. but even with the air con blasting, i couldn’t fall back to sleep.

was doing alot of thinking during this time. partially about work, about life and choices and some on love. work, let’s not get started there. it would most prolly bore those who’re reading it.

life and choices. Was speaking to yy about my upcoming trip to nz, and she said i am a rich woman, to be able to afford to pay for partial of the trip myself. i guess when i first knew i’m gonna go nz.. i’ve already put a reservation amount on how much to save every month to be able to pay for at least half of it. plus parents aren’t gonna be so nice to sponsor it again, (i’m working for 7 fricking months dy~!) it’s all about choices, whether you choose to save or to use it. and i choose to save. AND to use it for my NZ trip

Love. Pretty common topic. Some of my friends said I’m very emo, prolly with the recent emo comments i put in my gtalk status.. ex: “if your heart is closed, don’t lock it..” and “Don’t get me wrong if i’m acting so distracted.. i’m thinking about the fireworks that go off when you smile!“. actually i didn’t write it myself.. stole the words from songs that i’ve been listening to lately. esp for the first gtalk status.. a friend commented, “hati must keras”. I guess i shud.. or i’ll get my heart broken over nothing..

Anyways. I realised i’ve been blogging alot lately… guess i’m damn bored here! Beraya in Kerteh is soooo not fun.. (tho i can claim 2 days in lieu) i shall see if there is a need for me to be on duty again next year during Raya times… i reli want to be back home for a long weekend… and yet i’m stuck here. Sigh. Thank god for Renu and Tim to be around this weekend or else i’ll rot alone in ulu-ulu town.

You know you love me,
XOXO

land before time

made me cried. It’s been sometime when i last cried for a cartoon movie… i think the last one was Monster Inc., when Sulley had to leave Boo at the end of the movie. For Land Before Time, it was when Little Foot’s mother died. Damn touching. And when they found the Great Valley.. the reunion of the five dinosaurs’ families was stirring too. Love love love Little Foot.

Boo hoo.

You know you love me,
XOXO

what’s wrong with dressing up?!

I take the smallest pleasure of dressing up and wearing make up to work in daily basis. Believe me, by dressing up a little, it makes me feel a tad better facing the horrible day ahead in office. If i decide to focus on my eyes with heavy eyeshadow, i would lighten it up with nude lip gloss or if i want to focus on my cheeks, i would lighten my eyeshadow. You know, just play with the colors and focus.

And now you would think, what’s it gotta do with my title? I don’t know.. perhaps being paranoid or what.. i feel the older folks here doesn’t like it when someone younger trying to dress up a little… doll up a little… my colleagues have no problem with me dolling up a little but there is an air of awkwardness when the rest of the folks look in my eyes. It doesn’t make me feel so good. But of course it is a different case when you are facing the men, if you know what i mean.

But my question is … WHY? What’s wrong with dressing up? I would love to wear the high waisted skirt paired up with ruffles satin shirt and high black heels. But then I know I would look too out of place in it. So I choosed a chinese collared ruffle shirt, with knitted short sleeve sweater on top of it. AND even then I was criticised for wearing something like a “t-shirt”. Sigh. And roomie was also criticised for wearing her skirt a little higher than knee length. HELLO! We are TALL people okayyyyyyyy.

Albeit all the controversy of dressing up, I still do it. Why? It’s not wrong by the code of conduct anyways. There’s no rule in the book saying I can’t dress up and look nice to work. Its just the code of conduct of the community here, which I fail to abide and honestly couldn’t care less about it. “Kalo tak suke, jgn tgk.”

Btw, this post is inspired by ohkulala’s blog, but hers is a complete opposite of mine.

You know you love me,
XOXO

Grad photos~

Yes i know this post came a little too late… now or never isn’t it?

I love my graduation. It was the bestest week i’ve ever had in the whole year! Everything seems to pass by soooo fast and i didn’t even have the time to visit the convo grounds! *sigh* One consolation is that i heard the convo fair was like past years, so i guess i didn’t miss anything.

Had a fantabulous Convo dinner on Saturday nite. Wore my sister’s strapless black dress.. i thought the organisers might have a say or two about my dress, being strapless and all.. but oh well i brought back up! hehe.. hidden in my small little blue bag is a little black bolero in case they disapprove my “dress”. Heh. Well. Looking at what Kul and Leesh wore, I guess i lost to them hands down.

The girls~~

Kul, Regina, Hex, Me and Kenna

Inspired by the mime, insisted by ex-roomie (to do it, of cuz!)

Aisha and Me

The pipers~

Deli, Me, Haidar, Farah

My convo is held in the morning session… and the rest of the gang in the afternoon! Sucky sucky. But well it’ll be a good thing for my parents, cuz they can leave straight from KL to JB on the same day. Plus they can escape the heat of the desert!

We queued up in front of Building 21. It was really fun catching up with friends and snapping random photos with everyone, anyone. And I forgot to take bfast! Felt a little giddy but luckily I had some sweets stashed in my handbag. When the choir group sang UTP song.. i felt a little sebak in my chest. At that moment, I felt like all these years I’ve studied (like crazy) and it’s just for today. And never have i felt so proud standing here in UTP.. and small tears flooded my eyes. It’s truly a moment to remember.

With Mummy and Papa

Chivas and Vodka (as nicknamed by Larry)

Nic and Me

Hex, Me and Regina

Zerc and Me

The gang (without Alan) graduated!!!

iT/iS peeps~

Me, Frank, Rtn Arthur and Aaron

Me and Ex-Roomie

And suprisingly I received so many flowers and teddies from my family and friends! Thanks Mum, Dad, FY and UA for the lovely roses and teddies… Thanks Ang Khian for the cute Wall-E, Renu for the beautiful daisies, Kisi and Prem for lovely roses and Joey for the cute little teddy and roses.

I left around 6 plus from the Chancellor’s Complex.. and left straight for Kerteh after that wif Renu. Sigh. i love my convocation.

You know you love me,
XOXO

argh!

Tired tired tired!

Just drank a small cup of chek hup and i realised my heart is beating fast. Oh god. I can’t work like this. I’ve kinda stopped CH for months… but i guess i could still sleep. Gosh I’m so sleepy.

Going KL tomoro for another meeting…. again! Aargh!

I just wanna sleep. :’(